wee!!!!
PONNED SCHOOL TODAY!!
actually not really pon la..
really sick...
the neck still cannot turn...
and
now still got sore eyes
i seriously look like my hamster 0_o

what i did:
woke up at 10am
watch tv till 11
went to see doctor and buy lunch till 12
eat lunch till 1
read story book till 2
slept till 6.30
see doctor again till7
eat dinner till 8
watch tv till 10
read story book till 10.30 (drowsy medicine :B)
typing this now
then sleep again...

i think i slept for at least 16 hours...lolx..
i'm becomig to be like a pig

arrr!!! got a bloody stiff neck
cant even turn left...
somemore just now tuition
ningmao practically pushed my head
and its the painful part
then i shouted fuck...lol
shit la..then the whole class heard..
and they were laughing like hell
then the teacher heard...die can

oh wells..neck still hurting..
someone cure me!!

all ye people out there!!!

pls join this web k!
http://quiz.ravenblack.net/blood.pl?biter=kazaf
thx!!!

its super impt to me :]

SCARS by papa roach..

chorus:I tear my heart open
I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
All I can say is

chorus

I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance

chorus

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause your drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
You fix yourself I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but
I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I
tried I'm sorry but
I gotta move on with my own life

you scarred me badly
how will you repay this debt
get out of my life
get out of my mind
i dont want to miss you no more
i doubt these scars would ever heal.
move on. period

oh man..i totally hate
CHEE XIANG AND THAT GROUP OF GUYS
they are totally losers
who have nothing better to do la

damnnit

and ytd's tea thingy was super cool
i think i'm weird
i'm like totally into antiques
but i like modern stuff too
i love reinassence
but i love motorbikes
i love goth
but i only like elegant goth

i'm so into classy stuff
i know you guys will just go
"kan bu chu lai"
haha...

OH!!!
and bk having a spongebob toy collection!!
i'm gonna buy all of em!!!wee
hey
if anyone of you going bk
buy happy meal k!!
then give me the stuff toy!! ;]
DIEHARD SPONGEBOB FAN!!! @.@

wee!!! woots!!!
i totally broke my own record since sec 1
haha..i meant for napfa..
fastest i ran... 16.45 min
then cheyu was like
"this is your fastest ar"
like wtf la
so wat if he fast

and i cant believe that dale ran slower than me
so i promised dale that if got rerun
i will run with her again :]
what are best friends for

then went home with xiaoqiang
then this group of guys was on the same bus as us
then they kept looking at me and him
like wth
and they started laughing

if they dare start any rumor
i will snap their head off

I MEAN IT!!

omg..today's assembly was HILARIOUS!!
but mr chua said we were all very calm
CALM MY FOOT AR!!
he should have seen jiaquan
he was SWEATING BUCKETS
haha...
too bad he has stage fright
budden he was the only one who had claps!!!
so not fair can
then vincent said
"the cave's infrastruture"
like wth...
i keep reminding him not to say it already la
i mean like infrastruture is like for buildings right >.<

i cant believe it man
i was slanging during the presentation
and i didnt know it
till yuqing told me
OMFG...
the embarassment
heng char wasnt there
if not she will suan me like hell
0_o..haha

weee!!!
today tuition damn funny can
ANTHONY LIM SHENG WEI IS PROCLAIMED AS

A VERY UGLY STRIP TEASE!! according to mr tan..haha

and he's not suppose to be stripping too much
cos of the lookks..lololololol

oh wells...thats the only happy thing today i guess
and still have dava work to do
i think he's a bit bonkas
lit hw: A1S2 and 3 and whole of A3
how to finish?
i haven even started

dinner sucked
i hate the communication
between my parents and i
why cant that just improve
a little will do too

and i think i totally rocked at lit!!!
haha..self-praise :]
seeing that i haven done my lit work
but i helped ning :]

oh wells...gonna go do mine now
i guess my cold is getting better :]

omg... can i say i totally hate char!!!!
DUMB ASS!!! haha

she caused me to be drench all the way home
on the bus
with the aircon blowing
DAMN STRONGLY!
ON MY HEAD
and now
i have a bloody COLD
#$^*E%&#(&^

and i have to finish the bloody compo by tmr 2 o clock
topic: teenage woes
how to put those in words huh
got ideas dunno how to write
bleah...

tell me wat to do
how to make things stay?

oh man...today racial harmony day

same classroom as char
dots dots dots
crap like hell
we were both wearing saree
she purple i blue:]
then we acted out as anjali and tina
(i tthink only our lit class ppl will noe..haha..and ms adri)

and we entertained
qinyi, yingwei, sam, yati and some others..blahblah
we were doing the coconut tree thingy..
and we ran from one end of the classroom to the other
damn funny
and we tried the indian dance

dont say we didnt
but the accompany music was lian ai-ing and wu ding
so not match
haha..but..must make use of resources :]

then we went down to canteen to run errands
and the stallholders were all like
"you'll so pretty!"
super malu can..and there were loads of teachers in the canteen
then we saw mr sim
he said he was gonna wear a turban like L.O.L

then we went concourse eat satay for lunch :]
wee..damn nice..very long nvr eat
must go batam one day and eat:]

then during assembly just now i fell asleep
and mr chua was standing behind me
heehee..heng he nvr scold :]
but i woke up after that
cos char was putting the bangles on my back
bleah...

then now we are blogging in the library
sian diao...
go home sleep!!
watch tv
and .... GO ONLINE AGAIN!!! haha

no wonder my parents change to dial up last year...

no wonder my grades dropping

no wonder i'm so tired in school
haha..oh wells..
gonna find new skin now :]

i fucking hate that bloody relief teacher la
fuck him sia
act like he own the place liddat
talk also cannot
giggle also cannot
fucker
fucking hyprocrite
treat ppl with respect
like he does
according to char
he must be deprived of sex la
so short
must be too ugly
cant fucking find a gf
to fuck with him
bloody piece of shit
wanted to push the table in front of him
and walk outta class
but skali he too weak fall down and cry
SUCKER
and his hair is so fucking outta place la
like he just got raped liddat
on second thoughts
WHO WOULD WANT TOO??

but at least doing the perth thing with char and mr chua made up for it :]
we were crapping all the way
bout how 3 of us look damn gugu
in the pics..haha
then suankai was reading the script
and he kept saying
erm..erm..ah..ah..haha
super funny
laugh till stomachache
then i kept forgetting wat to say

oh wells..hope i dont stummer during assembly nxt mon
i hate public speaking...bleah

tmr racial harmony
wearing saree with char
haha..somemore same colour
must be damn hilarious
then she bringing bangles for us :}
must act like anjali and tina
haha..bollywood with coconut tree
wahahahahahahaha

too bad dale got amazing race
if not i bet will be more funny
will miss you yeah :]

POEM!!
Some say love, it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed

Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower
And you its only seed

It's the soul afraid of dreaming,
That never learns to dance
And the soul afraid of waking,
That never takes the chance

It's the one, who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying,
That never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
When you feel that love is only
For the lucky and the strong

Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love
In the spring becomes the rose

omg!! i fionally watched
PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN: DEAD MAN'S CHEST!!!
wee!! watched it with vincent and dale :]

the show was totally awesome
with jonny depp in it
CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW!!
it was practically sizziling!!!
haha..fa hua chi liao

the ending was kinda suspending
cos barborso was suppose to help turner and lizzie
find CAPTAIN jack sparrow and the BLACK PEARL!!
bet they did it to make us wait like hell
for the 3rd movie
man..getting impatient already
haha

i loved the part when CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW was
GOD of an island
haha..the language was hilarious

was laughing like siao throughout the whole show
haha
its too freakin nice to put down in words
its a MUST WATCH K!
those that nvr watch should knock their head on the wall
lolx

then after that went arcade wth vincent and sy
went play bball against vincent and sy
score= 57 to 38
then vincent was like
" you're against someone oput of love and an bball idiot.. OF COURSE YOU WIN!!"
haha..true
forgive you'll for the poor performance:}


budden couldnt really enjoy the show
cos my whole body was aching
from that morns flag day
10 to 3
like who wouldnt die from that la

then there was this lady
me: would you like to make a donation?
(big smile)
lady:sorry. no small change
(her hands full of coins)

wat the la.. feel like slapping her face

but i still love flag day though:]

btw.. 21 july is monkey day
haha..dont ask me why
i just so happen to see it on net
haha...bring bananas ppl!! :]

tata for now :]

weee!!! me and char wrote a short story during lesson today
you can only read it
if you're clever enough :]

once upon a time
long long ago
in a land far far away..

there was a a girl
she looked so fragile with her porcelain skin
her hair was ebony black as it flowed down her back
her crimson red eyes glowed even in the dark
like pools of blood

blood.... what is blood?
it is something that stains
that contaminates
that flows
blood
was something she needed

" we will never be together" she grinned
revealing her fangs
dripping with blood as she looked at the unconcious man
there was no regreet
that man was a fool
to think he could bind down a true-blood such as her!
even if he was an astiocrat
NOTHING...
nothing will ever control her

[even YOU..] her eyes dimmed

she laid in the forest
her place of peace
she could feel the energy from the blood
flowing.. flowing.. through her veins
his heartbeat in hers

her teleportation powers did come in handy sometimes
especially when she needed a tough break

his wound would soon heal
and memories faded
nothing could stop her

the withered grass crackled under her
as the unforgiving winter nipped at her skin
it all made her seem unearthly..
her porcelain fair skin
chilled to an icy blue
and the frost on her eyelashes
made her red eyes look more blood curdling.

she looked at her hands

[the hands of a monster..]

she knew.
she knew fully well that she could never
have the life of a mere human
which she yearn terribly for
centuries by centuries
the men she loved died one after another

afterall
she was a creature of the night
she was born with an eternal gift,
or curse...
of IMMORTALITY

finally, after a long struggle with sleep
she found comfort in her dreams
there he stood
as real as before
the sight of him brought heartache to here
he was the man she loved so deeply
yet the one who almost exposed her

she step closer to feel his long-lost presence
to smell the air around him
yet,
happiness did not last
as soon as she moved a step
a part of him crumbled

LOVE WILL NEVER LAST
SHE WAS A VAMPIRE...

heehee..guess
you're clever enough to read it afterall:}

they say
that shoulder blades
are where your wings
once were,
when you were an angel
they say
they're where
your wings will grow
again one day :]

random..but touching T_T

DAMNATION...

i fucking scrweed my chinese o level oral today..
someone whack me in the head
but at least the waiting was ok

me alvin and sam were crapping
bout the gays..*ah hem*
and how sy is BUTTGIRL
and cheyu is BUTTBOY
haha...then the fat faty teacher damn annoying
somemore talk so soft
we cannot hear he say is our fault
then give that pek cek look
diaoed

then the invigilator ask me what i would do with if i fought with my parents
i was thinking: slam the door in the face

budden didnt say..lolx
then i keep going
ying gai erm... ying gai erm... ying gai erm.. (times 3)
sianx la...

watching spongebob now....
patrick is burnt like hell..
and now he is nothing but ashes..haha
spongebob always makes my day :]

and now patrick's face is in his butt...haha
laughing like hell...omg la

going to study chem later..watch spongeybob now :]
tata


why cant i just do things right
like how others does...

oh man...my cousin just bought a mazda 3:]
and he brought me along for a ride
wahahaha...the interior rawks man...
and so does the outside:]
resolution: my first car shall be a
MAZDA 6!! gonna get it when i reach 19:]

typing this during lunch time
somemore later got andro tang lesson
good period for slping
since he's a gayshit and hardly bothers:]
i mean like what can he do?!?!lolx
need slp...thx to last night's world cup
italy won!! weee!!! at least it wasnt the french
the spectators totally dont have sportsmanship
and so does henry
they should keep him away from the field
since he gets 'injured' so easily
he's such a sucker and faker
he totally caused portugal to lose men
and ytd match as usual,
they can only depend on zidane's free kick
and their defend
but they cant attack!!! wahahaha

anyways...
WHO WANTS TO BUY THE ARCHIE COMICS?!
THEY ARE SECOND HAND BUT THE FAIRLY NEW ONES ARE SELLING AT $3.50
AND THE OLDER ONES ARE SELLING FOR $2.50
(THESE ARE THE THICKER VERSIONS..THOSE THAT ARE SOLD FOR $5.35)
AND THE THINNER ONES ARE SELLING AT $1.50:]
CAN HELP ME ASK AROUND
AND IF YOUR FRIENDS WANT CAN GET THE TO CONTACT ME?
THX...

LIKE OMG!!!
I SO LOVE TODAY LA!!!
i'm over the moon!!! :] :] :]

i finally got my vampire knights book!!
like how do they make anime guys look so ever hot
and cute
and shuai
and so hard to find?!?
haix... especially a vampire one....

then i watched movie with huimin today
re-cycle...
the effects are like superb!
but there was this whole group of girls behind
screaming their lungs out
the moment the screen blank out
i totally used up all my vulgarities to shut them up
*roll eyes*

oh!!! and i saw this really emo guy
and he's like cute!
hardly what i find in singapore:]
and he was standing at one door and i was standing at the other
then this IJ went up and talk to him
i guess they're friends
then after she left
he walk over then sat down directly opp. me
i was trying to not look at him..haha
then went i take my hp that time
i had to look down
then our eyes met!!!
*heart flutters*
i think i fa hua chi leh
but he is really super cute!

and his hair is like red and black
and wearing this tucker cap that me and huimin wanted
and he has this really cute tattoo on his leg
not the typical a beng type! :]
and he is the paul two hill type
except that he has all the right features:]

oh wells...enough of that...
i still love my guitar and edison the most!!!

but bad thing is...my bill burst leh
as usual
and my phone is on risk of being confiscated..
bleah...someone save my phone!! lolx

oh wells... gonna go read my comic
tata..

to dale:
when i heard you say that you realise you dunno much about me
it aint your fault
its just that its harder for me to open up to people
i've been hurt too much i dunno who to trust
you wouldnt know of the pain
so sorry if i made you feel like i'm ignoring you


anyways.. ms chan walked out on our class today
crappy.. she walked out cos bir they'll were looking at a bug
and called her to look
like wth la.. liddat also can

then mok quarrel with celeste and all the vulgarities came out
crapo...

then ng moey bouy confistcated my phone
and i have to walk all the way to the grand audi to get it back
like wtf
it was the last 5 min of the last period of the day la

BUT!! at least dun need to go kong hwa for CIP anymore:]
dun need to see that dickhead alan

he totally pissed me and my teacher off during tuition la
i was on the verge to slap his brainless head last night
and he's so freaking short
and freaking stupid
and freaking kaobei
and freaking ugly
and freaking gay
and freaking piece of shit
WAIT
i think a piece of shit also nicer than him..haha

AND!!!
tonight is PORTUGAL VS FRANCE!!
must watch!! wakaka
portugal will win the campionship!!!
all portugal fans shout yeah!!!:]

oh wells..go replenish my sleep time now..
later tmr sleep in school:]
tata

Your Inner European is Russian!

Mysterious and exotic.You've got a great balance of danger and allure.

Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss"

You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship.You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"So, you're a cannibal."

Erotic Thriller

You've made your own rules in life - and sometimes that catches up with you.Winding a web of deceit comes naturally, and no one really knows the true you. Your best movie matches: Swimming Pool, Unfaithful, The Crush

You Are Tequilla

When you drink, you're serious about getting drunk!You'll take any shot that's offered up to you...Even if it tastes like sock sweat!And you're never afraid of eating the worm.

went swimming at the glassroot club with rand today..
we went for suana...
i couldn't last for 5 min..
and rand stayed in there for like half an hour?!
but at least i could stay in the frealing hot jacuzzi longer than rand :]

then we went to yio chu kang swimming complex..
which is link to the club..
then we went to the competiotion pool swim
and 2 guys bout 17 were suntanning there..
i was lmao la...then i told rand
me:that guy sitting like my gay friend partner
rand: huh?! wth
me: eh..noo no..position..lolx
then we laugh until we almost choke in the water and drown..lolx

then later we went to the normal pool and suntan in the water
lolx.. then this ah pek keep looking at us
so i was like
me: why is that guy staring at us
rand: cos we're two loons suntanning in the water...
me: er ok... i think you're overbake though :]
then we crap and crap until i almost fell asleep and drown again..haha

then later we went jack's place eat...
LOBSTER SOUP!!
i like so long nvr drink already:]
its so freaking nice la!!!!!
WOOTS!!
anyway..just realize tmr no lit..
dont need to study for dava test
no maths..dun need to do hw
no ss..can take my time to finish assignment:]
wahahah..thats why i'm blogging now..

oh wells... gtg read my story book "books of magic: the binding"
ITS FREAKING NICE!!
although kinda kiddy..haha
but it caught my eye and i read it anyway..
so...tata

been watching PRIDE AND PERJUDICE
conclusion: mr darcy is THE hottest...lolx
the why he confesses is the one and only
and the best way
to make a woman fall in love with a guy
haha... and kiera knightley is damn HOT!

she should just disappear from earth
and rid the women of the world
from one more super strong competition..
lolx... and she has that DAMN elegant look
which i LOVE!
it so fits the gothic elegant astrocrate thingy which i like :]
she fits nicely in

i hate those trashy goth wannabe can...
they are so stereotype
if only the world became more classy and back to the
REINNESANCE!!! that would be cool

oh wells...colin is at my house today
he is CUTE! as usual..
he doesnt even need extra effort the get everyone's attention
lolx... that's why i love him so much :]
next to my dear edison of course:]

gots tuition with anthony later..
dreading it like hell...
i wanna change tuition partner
ANYYONE WOULD Do!!!

haix..but the good thing is..
i might see daryl :]
haha... and i can go back to see my old house
where i grew up since young
haix..really miss that place
and all the fun there :]

wah!!! VAMPIRE KNIGHT!!!
lolx..was telling ning how i wanna be proposed to.
the speech went:
firstly.my vampire bf would take me to the
cemetry [stop freaking out!]
then we will look at the stars
and he will say
"there's a star up there for you
but let me be yours"
then he will hold me in the arms
and before he bites me
he says" let me take you on this sacred ground
and our blood to flow in one
with this bite
you shall be mine for eternity!!!"
and yap thats it..

then today during recess
sy was selling her pac of ketchup [crapo]
at a bidding price of $10
siao...
and i was bidding her
her price is &0.00 [priceless] as she said to be
haha..then we were playing with the duster
which accidentally hits cheyou
and he said its my fault..ya right
ITS NOT ONLY MY FAULT LA!
then he says i'm dead meat
so i drew out a comic strip for sy
the sppech bubble are:
cheyu: you shall die today!
me: nooooo!
but he stabs me anyway
my vampire knight: nooo!! my precious!
let me take your blood
to remain the memory of you in my heart
forever and in my blood
you shall live...
then he sucks my blood as i fade away in his arms
my vampire knight: you asshole!!!
then he stabs cheyu to death!! wah ahaha

so cool right! haha...i'm waiting for my vampire knight
always will :]

oh yeah..went kbox with bir and xiaoqiang ytd
i can't belief i lied to my mum..haix
anyway..kbow was fun
HEY MR Q. !!! [omg.like edison is in the mv la]
and whenever he appears i shriek into their ears!!haha
then they end up skipping all his songs :[
how could they!! seperate me and my laogong!!lolx

oh wells todays maths test was worst than disasters...
i didnt even bother to do..
read question i already dunno
then i didnt even try to do
i just handed up the paper in the end
clever right....sianx
why is life so complicated..

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