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8.31.2006
here's a story for everyone
to say to your love ones :]

"i woke up crying from a dream
i was shot dead through the heart
i cried
not because i was afraid to die
but because in my heart
i knew you were there"

muahahaha..touching ehhs :]
ning sent it to me in the past

i need to get out of the house!
and away from all those shitified E-learning shits
is shit even have an S at the end :B
2 chpt of physics
1 or 2 chpt of chem
trigo for maths
:/

and i want a NEW BAG!
and i think rand's friend is super BHB
like wth...

worst than me can..
anw i'm gonna eat mua crab now.
aha.
cya someday when i see you.

8.30.2006
i'm.. frozen
someone.. thaw me
wearing like.. 2 layers of clothes
haha..
drenched.. from head to toe
then under aircon for like 40++ minutes
like just kill me on the spot can :/
bet my fingers are almost frozen

oh wells.. cca was crap
was frozen in the aircon room too :/
like how many times must i freeze in a day?!?!
heck

btw.. i'm buying only 3 teacher's day:]
1: mr chua chor loon :] (guys out there stop saying he sucks)
2: mr lee er ker!! (absolute cuteness!!*those chubby baby kinda cute)
3: mr davamoni!! (absolute vulgarity:]haha..neh..he's cool)

i love THEM!!! wee! woots!! haha
maybe i'll just treat mr lee to KFC?!?lolx
he's on a diet though..sad
no time buy present though

guess i'll make em' tonight :]

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


i totally love this song ppl!!
get emo with me :]
lolx.. oh wells.. brings back fond memories
movies..the past and etc. etc.

i think listening to radio rocks my life too :] tune in ppl


8.26.2006
ok
today was like damn hilarious
went out to eat with my zhu jie, sam and chicken oil
at sing post kfc to eat lunch

then the cashier girl was like damn scary
her make up i meant
made her eyes look damn small
and it was like 2 cm of mascara round her eyes la
ok
maybe not that much
but you get the idea
then my zhujie was complaining
say that someone should tell that outlet
to suggest to her
not to scare the customers away
haha

then i think chicken oil very poor thing
keep letting us bully
lolx..
my zhu jie and i were like poking holes in his burger
and squeezing chilli in it
lolx..
then we were spitting coke from our straw
and it was all over his hair
think about it
i would have left if i were him
haha.. or at least defend myself
oh wells
who call him to have a sister like qinyi
lolx...
oh
then qinyi said something funny
which i forgot
budden what i remembered was
that i was drinking my coke
and i just spit it all out
like in the fireworks style
lolx..and yap
everyone was wet
i bet they were gonna kill me at that moment
haha...

oh wells.. cant wait for the teacher day hols
gonna watch movie!! weee!

8.25.2006
wah!! too many test liao la!
i rather have ca2 can
every week four tests three tests one
can die
information overload

on the other hand
i dont think any info went in me
cause i'm not even trying to study for them
just hope can breeze thru them
wonder where maoqiang get his
ah hem motivation
i think some of you out there know :}

oh wells
rand and my maid both told me that
if you have a blue black
and it doesn't hurts
it means that a ghost has sucked your blood
for god knows what reason
that day rand had one on the knee
now i have one on my knuckles
wonder who we offended ?!
lolx..oh wells

life is life
accept whatever somes :]

i recently found out that a lot of ppl
use to watch this cartoon called
LAND BEFORE TIME :]
including me, dale and celeste :]
haha...i think its super cool
and the cartoon is damn cute la!
i love the song
i use to sing it when i was younger
but i knida forgot the lyrics

see..changes
people forget so easily
but they never forget grudges
dont say you are forgiving
because nobody is and can be
except god ba
because
there will always be hatred in a person
the only why to make a person whole
is to experience all knids of feelings

blah blah blah yader yader and so on
i know you dont wanna hear me crap
so i shall keep it to myself :]

tata...gonna explode mt brains on physics..bleah

8.21.2006
arrr!! watched 2 movies ytd!!
super nice!!haha
she's the man (super hilarious)
and
THE FAST AND THE FURIOUS:TOKYO DRIFT!!!
the cars are super chio la!
so much better than the girls..haha

the drifting is really what i call a real drift
unlike those in initial D (fake dao)
should see the way the guy drift up the carpark
damn zai la! D.K. rawks man
then the ending kinda retarded
Vin Diesel came out
and want to challange my beloved D.K.
lolx..

and i totally wanna buy my
RAV7!!! someone totally give me the money
the mexico guy called hans is super rich la
he doesnt even care when the guy wreck his whole car
and you should see the state of the care
it was suppose to be like damn zai one
in the end
even the hanger broke off
and it was dented
like wtf
its a RAV7!!! arrr!

someone buy my a RAV7 before i blow

8.20.2006
eh..i think skye's timing damn accurate
he sent me the sms the day i cut myself
its something like that
"when you think you're alone...
blah blah blah... dont worry i'll be there for you
i'm selling knives at $1.99"
like wth..haha

don't know why
but i just cried that moment
i think i'm emotionally unstable..
eh..i hate this
dale says everyone hates themself
i wonder if that is true
i just want to find myself
is it that difficult?

some say it takes time
but i can't take it anymore
i hate putting up a pretense
i scolded anthony for putting on a mask
and now i'm doing it myself
.... hit me on the head please

btw.. i think mr tan is real cool :]

8.19.2006
Your Inner Retro Girl Is
1980s Goth Girl
What Retro Girl Are You?

You Are Amy Lee!
Gothy, expressive, woman-in-painWho looks damn good in a corset"When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tearsWhen you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears"
Who's" Your Inner Rock Chick?

You are Milk Chocolate
A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds.You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life.Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.
What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

You Go For Brains!
You want a guy with a big... brain.And of course it would be nice if he were a total hottie, but you're not counting on it.What's on the inside is what counts for you. (Besides, you can always change the outside later!)
Do You Go For Brains or Body?

You Have Your Insecure Moments
You tend to be pretty insecure, even though you may not realize it.All that jealousy you feel? Well, that's your insecurities showing up in the worst possible way.Bottom line, you don't give yourself enough credit. People do like to be around you.Work on your self worth a little, and you'll be surprised how much better you'll feel.
Are You Insecure?

8.18.2006
was so bored in school today
i cut myself
i dunno why
but now i finally know why people like cutting themself
its fun
but not in the jumpy kinda why
just fun
to see the blood
and the skin start to swell
ok
actually not swell
just pop up

then junwei was like
"do you know like that, you will cut yourself?"
then i gave him the huh look
like what's his point? >.<

its already cut... 0_o

then biran was making me promise
i don't do it nxt time if not she will kill me
lolx...
oh wells pain really helps
it brought me back to reality at least
i finally know what's it like
when one is alone and seek anything in solace
i like the feeling. period

random

8.12.2006
Don't you ever wish you were someone else
You were meant to be the way you are exactly
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are
When you learn to love yourself
you're better off by far
And I hope you always stay the same
cuz there's nothin' 'bout you I would change
I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize
all the dreams you have inside
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way
Believe in yourself
Reach down inside
The love you find will set you free
Believe in yourself
you will come alive
Have faith in what you do
You'll make it through
eeks... i almost cried listening to this song
its an oldie
haha..
i'm into antiques and old stuff
don't ask me why
its just my nature :]
talking bout stuff like change
its not like the world would stay the same right?
so why hold on to your past
leave them as your memories
no matter good or bad
its not up to anyone
to tell you what to do
neither does comforting you help ease the pain
only you can stop the pain
the moment you chose to let go
but letting go is your choice
because no matter how everyone is telling you to
it is always up to you
for me
i have chosen to let the memory stay
for ever
because that's what i have of those who have left :]
and people
please dont relate this to andro tang's compo
there's no link

8.08.2006
today national day celebration
super sian
wat singapore quiz
quiz till i ended up reading my DEATHNOTE!! haha
yagami is super cute!! and shuai! and cool! and EVIL!!!haha

then sing song that time they guys behind went crazy
and poor me and sy
had to suffer with the voices

and i'm gonna whack junwei's head off on mon
he better know why

then after celebration went bras besar with dale they'll
then stayed at artfriend for almost 2 hrs
i ended up only buying a star
for my mum's present
wat heck

then went second hand bkshop
and i saw this DARREN SHAN TRILOGY book!!
and its super CHEAP!! 8.90 bucks only
but i didnt buy
cos is chpt 6,7 and 8
very in the middle
then i almost screamt till the bkshop crumble
jumping about cos i wanted to find the other books
budden dont have
so we left :[

then was on the way home in the train
when i saw this grp of american bballers
they are like SUPER TALL!
and they have to bend down if they stand in the train
i was sniggering like hell..lolx

anyways i colin came today!
colin is super cute!!
love him too pieces!! :]
and he loves ice cream too!!! wee! lolx

then i went to anthony house to do the present
and tiffy's taiwan friend was there
and she just took up my comic and read
wtf..some more the bk open till so big!
my book spine ar
sucker....

oh wells... played some retard game called AUDITION
and he anime on it is super retarded
damn improportionate can

then now i'm home
typing away on the keyboard
typinh away my life

lets see how i finish the hols hw..

8.05.2006
one word : tired
oh wells.. been realising things lately

i think the prob with me
is that i'm always pushing people away from me
i cant afford to grow to attached on someone
i don't know why
perhaps its the past
perhaps its just an obstacle in my life
i really don't know

attachment and relience never worked for me
so once again
sorry to all those out there
who is always feeling that
i'm angry with them
or
i'm ignoring them

i guess noone will really understand what i REALLY want

sometimes
i just want to be by myself
sometimes
i just yearn for quietness
sometimes
i really really just wanna read my storybook
sometimes
i really need someone to talk too
and i hate being ignored
sometimes
i just wanna go crazy
and sometimes
i really need you to be there


anyway..qinyi lost her ring today
sad can
especially when its from her bf
and she told andro that she lost her ring
and she want to find
cos its from her mother
like....haha
hope she finds it
its utter shite to lose something so precious

8.01.2006
not going school today again
i'm starting to miss school!!
and everyone
its kinda boring at home
especially when i cant go out

and i'm not even suppose to be using com now..
haha..
oh wells..
i'm still looking like a hamster
and i'm straining my eyes to type this
-_______________-

Yours Truly

Pleaseplease

last train home.


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