was so bored in school today
i cut myself
i dunno why
but now i finally know why people like cutting themself
its fun
but not in the jumpy kinda why
just fun
to see the blood
and the skin start to swell
ok
actually not swell
just pop up
then junwei was like
"do you know like that, you will cut yourself?"
then i gave him the huh look
like what's his point? >.<
its already cut... 0_o
then biran was making me promise
i don't do it nxt time if not she will kill me
lolx...
oh wells pain really helps
it brought me back to reality at least
i finally know what's it like
when one is alone and seek anything in solace
i like the feeling. period
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