one word : tired
oh wells.. been realising things lately
i think the prob with me
is that i'm always pushing people away from me
i cant afford to grow to attached on someone
i don't know why
perhaps its the past
perhaps its just an obstacle in my life
i really don't know
attachment and relience never worked for me
so once again
sorry to all those out there
who is always feeling that
i'm angry with them
or
i'm ignoring them
i guess noone will really understand what i REALLY want
sometimes
i just want to be by myself
sometimes
i just yearn for quietness
sometimes
i really really just wanna read my storybook
sometimes
i really need someone to talk too
and i hate being ignored
sometimes
i just wanna go crazy
and sometimes
i really need you to be there
anyway..qinyi lost her ring today
sad can
especially when its from her bf
and she told andro that she lost her ring
and she want to find
cos its from her mother
like....haha
hope she finds it
its utter shite to lose something so precious
