been real busy lately
so much so
i can't even update bout my life
what is this coming to man
i'm so sick of this life
sleeping late
waking early
dozing in class
not sure of what i'm doing
not sure how i feel
not knowing how to do stuff
not wanting to talk
getting so easily affected
cramping all my stuff together
i mean like fuck la
i can't even fucking control my life
there's so much i wanna say
but so little words i know
so i guess i'll just leave it here
and walk away from this kind of life
once and for all
shoot me
bang me
push me off the cliff
ANYTHING
i don't know how to say
i don't know what to do
to get things going my way
and not the other way round
maybe its just me
or is it just the way things work
cause i don't understand any of this shit
i wanna scream
period.
you won't even know it
