Whencoloursdon'tmatter.

everything's going in and out of focus
something's hammering at my head
i can't even think
words so freaking incoherent
babbling and babbling like some idiot

i can't express how much i hate you
for putting me in the spot i am in
but for the sake of both of us
i chose to keep my peace
i chose to let you be
hoping someday you'd see
that the sacrifaces i make are making me go crazy

this is the song that's helping me through these tortorous days
"WHO AM I" ¬ casting crowns
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You're
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm callingLord,
You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I amI am Yours,
I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in meI am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

though i'm not christian and all
but it really touches me.

who's heartbeat will i be able to influence?

dark sky
deep green eyes
secrets unfold
hidden mysteries never known

looking out the window
velvet drapes against the snow
cobwebs forming at the corner
why is time passing so slow

i cut myself today
on shreds of glass pieces of a broken testtube
wanted to post the pic of the glass
they look so clear and clean but
dirtied and contaminated by the drips of my blood

is perfection a sin?

i wanted to cry when i picked up those pieces
dont't ask me why.

one last pic :}

DETENTION OF TOGETHERNESS

READ AT YOUR OWN RISK
might end up rolling on the floor with a stomachache :]
ok.this will be a super lag post
thanks to the tons of pics we took ytd!! woots
to co people: grab the photos if you want :]

junyuan missing the last train to hogwarts :]

battle bwtween kent and yongquan

the last battle!!! wootshaha

fredrick humouring miss cheong's baby.super cute!

the sword makes the fighting sound! haha

life-size teddy going for $60!

the bunnies with the sword and toys!

[kent is official barney's gay partner]

the girly BUNNIES!

bunny family!!

zhiwen and kent

SPONGEBOB!! wantssssssss!!!

i almost went crazy there! haha

the sales assistant was kinda angry

cause we just took off everything from the rack and damped it on the floor so we can play :]

in memory of SYF 秦兵!!!

this is the patching up of kent and yongquan after the fight :]
kent proposed.AWWWWW. so sweet :]

kent and his product :]

kent is gay kent is gay kent is gay kent is gay
[sing in barney's song tune]

the fight of suona seniors! haha

woots woots!! purple skirt galore!
look at how the guys tip toes :]

COOL DUDES! haha

and mini surf board :]

they insisted on surfboards with pictures :/

junyuan insisted on taking this photo

cause he said he'll use it as his orbiturary photo :]

"don't take our photo. there's copyright!"

haha.kent thought of this pose.

nothing to do with me *blinks innocently*

retard photo.

their icon in mind :TEC :]hahahahaha

another one with kent

suona family pic!

big smile everyone!!

kent trying to act cool.hhaha.

he's cool. :]

suona DAO!!!! yongquan kept laughing!!! argh

suona seniors! woots woots!

the amount of ice cream 3 person ate :]

me and jas trying to burp into each other's face.haha

meinu and superstar and jas [EXTRA!!!]
hahahahahaha

huimin and meinu

tania and her ice cream

she has a cup of icecream and an empty cone in hand :/

youngsters nowadays *sighs*

tania and wei gin

me jas huimin.

kent and darren -- time crisis 4.hahah

junyuan trying to battle against the music

but he failed :]

and so did jingwen who claims that he's a pro @_@
hahaha

huimin and hum in toilet

me and humhum! woots

me and jas..

jas and hum.

jas trying to dance para para!

haha.she looked like she was swatting mossies.hahahah

LUD

huimin's try at DDR :]

ok.so altogether, ytd was UBER FUN!!

at first went arcade

then wanted to play mass bball

but there were 2 working men playing there

in one machine

like 2 GROWN UP MEN PLAYING BBALL.TOGETHER.

gay....

and kent totally suck at arcade bball

but he totally owned the real bball court

haha. craps

then we went to sizzler to eat with huang laoshi

super crap

we kept going to salad bar to take ice cream and soup!

haha. and we were the noisest la!

totally spoilt the atmosphere for the couple there.haha

then zhiwen kept stuffing cake to us.lolx

then after that we went toys 'r' us to play!

kent like no childhood one can.haha

[those who want video on the one in toyrus can ask from me]

the sales assistant got pissed like mad

cause it was like a tornado went through every section we entered.hahaha

then reached home at like 11++

think i'm grounded again.haix

this life is so wried.

but fun

and wacky :]

You Are a Ring Finger

You are romantic, expressive, and hopeful. You see the best in everything.You are very artistic, and you see the world as your canvas. You are also drawn to the written word.Inventive and unique, you are often away in your own inner world.
You get along well with: The Pinky
Stay away from: The Index Finger

http://www.blogthings.com/whatfingerareyouquiz/">What Finger Are You?

You Are a Speckled Egg

Artistic, alternative, and not exactly buying into this Easter thing.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofeastereggareyouquiz/">What Kind of Easter Egg Are You?

You Can Change Your Life, But It Won't Be Easy

You really, truly want to change. You're just not sure that you can do it.You need a solid plan, supportive friends, and a strong will.Think about times you've made hard changes, and what you did to get through them.A change is in your future - you just need a little help getting started.

http://www.blogthings.com/canyouchangeyourlifequiz/">Can You Change Your Life?

Your Uncommon Name Is:

Raymonde Lacresha Murrah

http://www.blogthings.com/uncommonnamegenerator/">What Very Uncommon Name Should You Have?

Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive.
Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all menYou are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

http://www.blogthings.com/howrareisyourpersonalityquiz/">How Rare Is Your Personality?

Your Slanguage Profile

Aussie Slang: 100%

British Slang: 50%

Prison Slang: 50%

Southern Slang: 50%

New England Slang: 25%

Victorian Slang: 25%

http://www.blogthings.com/whatslanguagedoyouspeakquiz/">What Slanguage Do You Speak?

me and joshua! aka CHICKEN LITTLE!
haha.his uber cute.and he finally agreed to take pics.lolx

hearts the the rabbit bag~
the head damn soft and nice to sleep on la!haha

kent is officially cute.haha.
its a compliment.

me and zhiwen! grins everyone!

woots.frederick eating with his hands.

wonder if he went to the toilet before that :?

cheers to choco cake and CO

yaochang and kent

CO's new COUPLE!!! haha

messiness

jingwen has a god darn big mouth.

just look at the size of the cake :B

the cake which we ate right off the box.siao liao

the post syndrome of SYF.haha

woots.me and eunice at laopa sak!

kent is darn gay.haha

cuiguan family!!! photos rocks my socks
*sorry to those who's face can't be seen*

jingwen's always sleeping.haha

suona family!!! WOOTS!

me and kent!!! woots woots! shuai.hah

jas bass is like the bollywood tree.haha

*indian music in the background.* haha.

use your imagination please :]

huimin is LOVE!!

me and jass and yaochang.woots!!

me and jas and bass

me and songyun.aka cloud.haha

me and pauline :]woots

guanyue!!

me and yaochang! nice hair!

once again, by MOI :]

yaochang.but his hair is cut off!

me and jeryll! dimples rocks!

me and chen hao! me junior :]

me and darren

who insisted that he looks nicer w/o specs :/haha

darren and his oh-so-hot hair

obviously.done by ME! :]haha

me and ning!!!! woots

me and my les.hahahahaha

me and denise :]

woots! DENISE! my xiaoshuaige!:]

with his oh-so-cool hair tdone by

YOURS TRULY! : }

aha.jingwen sleeping.

omo.i look like a guy :]

woots

jas showing huimin what we can do with pants :]
i did a split to show her!aha

long skirt.huimin.hahahah.sad :]

huimin.TOOT

kent with the "VC" sign.hee

kent zai again.

darren with my DREAM PHONE :s

woots. kent.the vice-chariman!!

yeah these are the photos on SYF that day

haix.

p.s. KENT CRIED! twice!

once at SCH and one at the mrt

cause we stood there in the middle

then i was like "bye kent. bye bye bye bye kent."

then i started crying.then he cried to

haha,so we looked like 2 idiots.haha

then yongquan was like

"wah.you'll very lag leh.now then cry."

cause he thought it was cause we had gold.

lolx.craps.so sad! 4 years friendship man.haix

can't forget wu laoshi and zhang laoshi!

miss wu laoshi making me play my part 100 times over

miss his cute bouncy permed hair

miss his cute zhihui way

miss his nike dunks

miss his crap.yeah

will miss xiaozu!!! sobx.

still rmb the first time me and kent went CO

we were like damn scared.haha

then we were like trained like siao.hah

argh.darn

cry like siao these few days.

then today went to watch FREEDOM WRITERS with sy

darn nice!!! i cried like twice.haha

but so did almost everyone :]

hilary swank is getting prettier by the day!

can't wait to watch THE REAPING! :]

arg! can't go sentosa with CO tmr

and i know i look retarded in the photos.

that's all i guess.

tata

Yours Truly

I'm dead.~~you wish~~
yeah.i am sharon.my birthday is 140591 whether you like it or not. if you're reading my blog you'd better get me a birthday present :] i was in cchms and i'm now in ACJC. which happens to be the coolest school in singapore! hahas. and please, no matter what school you're in now, join drama, squash and photography. why? because i'm in those and i know you adore and worship me. so you are bound to take up these ccas :]balloons are loves too.and if there's any more information in here that i do not know should be, that's not my problem. its yours.

Pleaseplease

last train home.

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