ah god! i finally got my baby! omgomgomgomgomgomg. dang happy today. hahas.
went with yiloong to get our babies at peninsula plaza

no shits man. i was damn high after that. hahas. then he decided to calm me down with studying. ok. at least i still have 3 eng newspaper article and 3 chi newspaper article and dep research paper to do.
(ok.on second though, this does not look good.)
BUT. i have my baby!!! hahas. so we walked from clarke quay to bugis taking pictures and cutting his hair.
(i don't care man. i'm having a say in your next hair cut.)
anyways, last night party kicked assed. stepping into kester's house is like stepping back into the pride and prejudice set. which means its dang grand and big and posh. rich kid man. stupid tech boy.

i'm so not looking forward to school tmr T.T

oh gosh.welcome to my accident filled life. let me do a check. i have 6 bruises on my leg. one huge scratch on my elbow. i hit my head on a flybar today and i can feel the bump T.T. i tripped over the nylon and my ankle got cut. my head almost got cut off by nylons.
YAY!
gosh. and i can't find a black dress for FOH! argh

i thought my dream was destroyed because of you
but it was only an excuse
for i didn't have a dream
and i avoided it by blaming on others.
now i wished that i had a dream that i can chase with all my might. just so that its distraction was enough from keeping from thinking.
thinking.
no matter how fast i ran i still could not catch up to even catch a glimpse of his back.
thinking.
as how you walked away waving and saying someday we'll meet again. your smiling face was deeply etched in my mind. as i replied that's right. trying to smile most convincingly. was i trying to convince you or my heart?

i guess she's just better company.

photog outing was kinda short. i admit i'm short. but i'm not a camwhore. please guys. i have a rep to keep :] stop spreading! that tard jasper wouldn't stay for dinner so i had to leave too T.T MY ICE KACHANG! dang. arghhh. *stuffs cake into my face*
talking to ra-el is fun. he's ra-el cause i'm not allowed to call him JOSHUA. hahas.

=) Ra-el (= "When love is not madness, it is not love." (Pedro Calderon de la Barca) says:
crazy mad crazy body problem filled siblings
=) Ra-el (= "When love is not madness, it is not love." (Pedro Calderon de la Barca) says:
haha
=) Ra-el (= "When love is not madness, it is not love." (Pedro Calderon de la Barca) says:
did i mention crazy?
=) Ra-el (= "When love is not madness, it is not love." (Pedro Calderon de la Barca) says:
haha
ONETWOTHREE.don't think don't breath. says:
yes you did
ONETWOTHREE.don't think don't breath. says:
hahahas
ONETWOTHREE.don't think don't breath. says:
you didn't add nuts
ONETWOTHREE.don't think don't breath. says:
and hyper
ONETWOTHREE.don't think don't breath. says:
and crazy
ONETWOTHREE.don't think don't breath. says:
oh wait
ONETWOTHREE.don't think don't breath. says:
there's crazy
=) Ra-el (= "When love is not madness, it is not love." (Pedro Calderon de la Barca) says:
haha
ONETWOTHREE.don't think don't breath. says:
hahahs
=) Ra-el (= "When love is not madness, it is not love." (Pedro Calderon de la Barca) says:
hahahaha
=) Ra-el (= "When love is not madness, it is not love." (Pedro Calderon de la Barca) says:
we're both crazy
=) Ra-el (= "When love is not madness, it is not love." (Pedro Calderon de la Barca) says:
our friendship is crazy
ONETWOTHREE.don't think don't breath. says:
hahas
=) Ra-el (= "When love is not madness, it is not love." (Pedro Calderon de la Barca) says:
when we're not dissing each other
ONETWOTHREE.don't think don't breath. says:
what friendship?
ONETWOTHREE.don't think don't breath. says:
lol
=) Ra-el (= "When love is not madness, it is not love." (Pedro Calderon de la Barca) says:
we're serious
=) Ra-el (= "When love is not madness, it is not love." (Pedro Calderon de la Barca) says:
or
=) Ra-el (= "When love is not madness, it is not love." (Pedro Calderon de la Barca) says:
crazy
=) Ra-el (= "When love is not madness, it is not love." (Pedro Calderon de la Barca) says:
hahahaha
=) Ra-el (= "When love is not madness, it is not love." (Pedro Calderon de la Barca) says:
lol
=) Ra-el (= "When love is not madness, it is not love." (Pedro Calderon de la Barca) says:
ebil
ONETWOTHREE.don't think don't breath. says:
wahahahahahaha
ONETWOTHREE.don't think don't breath. says:
we should add that to our character too
ONETWOTHREE.don't think don't breath. says:
hahahahas
ONETWOTHREE.don't think don't breath. says:
crazy mad crazy body problem filled evil siblings
=) Ra-el (= "When love is not madness, it is not love." (Pedro Calderon de la Barca) says:
hahahaha
=) Ra-el (= "When love is not madness, it is not love." (Pedro Calderon de la Barca) says:
ebil twins
=) Ra-el (= "When love is not madness, it is not love." (Pedro Calderon de la Barca) says:
having boxing fights in mums womb
=) Ra-el (= "When love is not madness, it is not love." (Pedro Calderon de la Barca) says:
hahahaha
ONETWOTHREE.don't think don't breath. says:
hahahahas
ONETWOTHREE.don't think don't breath. says:
no wonder i can't get along with my mum
=) Ra-el (= "When love is not madness, it is not love." (Pedro Calderon de la Barca) says:
excellent
=) Ra-el (= "When love is not madness, it is not love." (Pedro Calderon de la Barca) says:
haha
ONETWOTHREE.don't think don't breath. says:
lol
=) Ra-el (= "When love is not madness, it is not love." (Pedro Calderon de la Barca) says:
we caused her too much pain
=) Ra-el (= "When love is not madness, it is not love." (Pedro Calderon de la Barca) says:
hahaha

i swear this conversation that made my day. hahahas.

rugby is the most entertaining sports to watch. ever. especially if you don't understand it :]

i swear michael is hot. especially with his new blond hair!

can't wait for thurs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i think i've a sleeping disorder. i survived on 2 hours a day last week and i can't even stay awake long enough for assembly to start with 6 hours of still. sighs. screw my life. i'm confused at least 80% of my life. which makes about 12.8 years of my bear 16 years of living. T.T
(i want to go to the mint toy museum.)
uh huh. then i have games day training tmr. which is like shyte. cause i'll be missing like half of squash and i can't crew at all tmr. someone throw stones at me please. cause i have a vague feeling that this post is gonna be utter randomness shyte.
(omg. the theasthai posters and ticket is hawts!)
i love dep man! we did comtemp and part street dance today. and woot. i hit my head on the floor. i think its kinda why i've been even more confused lately.
(sam why didn't you take it up?!?)
friday outing to queenstown? can we change locale please!!!

i love my dear leehui to bits and pieces. thanks alot for the heart to heart talk in macs till so late at night. i swear i missed you to bits and pieces and we should have these talks more frequently :] because you're the only one that i can put my trust in now. seeing you walk to my school to find me. wait even knowing it made me so happy i was jumping for joy. so yeah. thanks for making my day :] can't wait till i see you again.

and screw geo homework. i've been stuck on it for weeks and never got to do it till now. when its due tmr. i think everyone i knnow in school has heard me complain about my 4 page hand written geo essay that is due on friday.hahas. but heck i think i'll only manage like 2 page plus. hahas. KSL is gonna black list me.

i don't wanna close my eyes cause all i see are sadistic dreams. vivid and fresh with perspiration every morning i struggle to open my eyes. because darkness is much more comforting than the insides of my fucked up mind

i wait up nights waiting for your call. d'ya know?

一度死んで また生き返る
そんな魔法を かけられていた

目覚めたら 君がいて 光みちていた
ぼくは生まれ変わった

※みんないるかい
星をめざして 君に導かれ
歌いながら ぼくは歩きだす
ふり返らないさ 傷だらけの
少年時代など※

ぼくは確かに 道に迷ってた
深い暗闇で 孤独に泣いていた

目覚めたら 君がいて 光みちていた
ぼくは生まれ変わった

みんないるかい
星をめざして 君に導かれ
歌いながら ぼくは歩きだす
くり返さないさ もう二度とは
同じ過ちを

愛の力の 大きさ貴さを
思い知ったよ

星をめざして 君に導かれ

(※くり返し)

行こう!
星をめざして 君に導かれ
ぼくは歩きだす

行こう!
星をめざして 歌いながら
ぼくは歩きだす

How to Play
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. No cheating.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
5. Tag 5 people.

How are you feeling today?
sidewalk singalong - backseat goodbye
i feel like doing that alright. but its impossibleto do that in singapore without some asshole staring.gawking at you like you're some idiot

Will you get far in life?
someday we'll know - mandy moore
hahahas. yeahyeah someday.

How do your friends see you?
hey you - jimmy robbins
they say hey you when they see me. is that counted :]

Will you get married?
greatest story ever told - oliver james
huh.

What is your best friend’s theme song?
letters to you - finch
whoever likes this song is my best friend? lol

What is the story of your life?
she's on technicolour - ambulance for angels
i guess its kinda true. i'm always stuck in technicolour only. and i don't have a HD tv yet.

What was high school like?
only fooling myself - kate voegele
hahas. yeah. fooling myself that i'd do well for o's without even putting in the effort.

How can you get ahead in life?
victims of love - good charlotte
right.so i become love's victim so i can get ahead in love. rightt.

What’s the best thing about your friends?
cry for you - arashi
woot they cry for me. awww. don't k. not worth it.

What’s in store for this weekend?
dirty dancing - carlos santana
hahas. rightt. where? in the toilet. hhahas i did contempt dancing though. hahas

Describe your grandparents.
technicolour eyes- backseat goodbye
i don't exactly know what's they're eyes like. but i'm pretty sure they're black.

How’s your life going?
i want you back - j rice
yes dear i want you back in my life.

What song will they play at your funeral?
ninji - arashi
nice nice song! hahas. i can die in peace now.

How does the world see you?
the greatest - cat power
i know i know! some people just have it all don't they :]

Will you have a happy life?
heart shaped box - nirvana
if i get a heart shaped box then i'll be happy? i'll be happier if i got my holga 120mm and seagull TLR and audiotech headphones "]

Do people secretly lust after you?
YAHH - soulja boy
i swear this is coincidental. lol

How can you make yourself happy?
take it to the floor - B2K
to do what? hahas. the song makes me happy though

What should you do with your life?
tell me everything - just surrender
tell who everything?

Will you ever have children?
realize - melody
righttt. when i realize that i need some? ahhas

What song would you strip to?
the time of your life - randy newman
hahahas. funny. i don't strip anyway. unless i'm gonna bath.

What does your mum think of you?
best of me - the starting line
right. i did not get the best of her. i don't wanna get anything from her.

What is your deep, dark secret?
i'll try - johnathan brooke
i'll try to keep it deep and dark :]

What is your mortal enemy’s theme song?
your call - secondhand serenade
DALE's my mortal enemy?! hahas

What’s your personality like?
fight song - the appleseed cast
something like that. i just had to fight it out with everything and everyone.

What song will be played at your wedding?
dreams - HIGH and MIGHTY COLOUR
i hope it be like a dream :]

& the 5 people to do this will be: anyone who sees this.

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are a fairly energetic person. You know how do pace yourself, and you deal well with stress. You are somewhat outgoing, but you're not a natural extrovert. You think first before you act. You tend to be independent, rational, and logical. You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others. You don't a lot of space, and you prefer to spend time with others. You are a little nosy and intrusive. You sometimes don't give people enough space. You are a free thinker. You are unique, open minded, and artistic. You don't care what other people think. You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous.

why didn't you stop me when i turned my back against you. why can't you just apologise. why can't you understand when i looked straight in your eyes. why can't you see that i needed a break. why can't you understand beyond a simple yes or no. why can't you just be nicer.why can't you just back off. why can't i just say what i feel.

thanks to those who heard me rant. sorry to yilong for disturbing him during his family reunion.i love caibei cause she TRIED making me laugh all the way home although tears just kept streaming. thanks huimin for understanding.
i really really really love my friends. i swear i do.

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