i thought my dream was destroyed because of you
but it was only an excuse
for i didn't have a dream
and i avoided it by blaming on others.
now i wished that i had a dream that i can chase with all my might. just so that its distraction was enough from keeping from thinking.
thinking.
no matter how fast i ran i still could not catch up to even catch a glimpse of his back.
thinking.
as how you walked away waving and saying someday we'll meet again. your smiling face was deeply etched in my mind. as i replied that's right. trying to smile most convincingly. was i trying to convince you or my heart?
