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5.31.2008
i swear i'd marry the next person who's gonna provide me with a lifetime supply of sweets.
and chocolates. <3

5.30.2008



Your Observation Skills Get A C-



You tend to notice the big things in life...

But the details aren't exactly your forte

How Observant Are You?

yay! i hve not slept today. hahas. thanks to that fat ass who is still playing my wii and sam who baked cookies with me :] seriously, why doesn't anyone want sam :/

ep outing later. maybe i might screw up terms
oh wait, i will.
because i like how everything else besides homework distracts me. because i love baking cookies with sam that i forget how much work is piling up on my fucked up table.

and the concrete i walk on seems to melt under me when i'm with you. because its only you who can make me swirl on the spot.
and when the sun comes up today. will i still see your face?


aites. back to non-stop gaming and cookie diet.


5.29.2008
sing my little dear.
sing sing sing
and feel the pain
if i could
i would take that pain
and make it into rain
so that it'd pour
down on us
ruining the colours
we've painted
all over ourselves

and so the world becomes better
while we fade into monochrome

would you not give me a rainbow?


cause i woke up crying from a dream
a nightmare i might say
i was shot right through my heart
falling, i felt coldness against my cheeks
as tears fell
not because i was dying
but because you were in my heart.

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5.27.2008
A little too tired says:
ehhh
promisering. says:
wah
promisering. says:
damn long never see you
promisering. says:
hahas
A little too tired says:
where you disapper to ar?so long nv see you
A little too tired says:
LOL

hahas. i love the chemistry i share with people close to me :] can't wait for thurs! <3

5.22.2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN!
i know you probably thought i ignored you the whole day and forgot its your birthday! but i didn't :] GRINS. yeah so the older you needs more sleep. i swear. you have bigger eye bags than me and i probably look younger than you. hahas. don't like the stress get to you too much okay! and i hoped the guys did tau poked you today or something since i can't. dang it. this is so much more meaningful than a sms :] cause its proof that i remembered your birthday! and i'm the last one to wish you happy birthday so yeah. i win. hahas. random blabbering, sorry :]


5.18.2008
happy birthday to all may babies!
5th may- ivan, patrick, madeline
8th- ignatius
10th-kimberley
12th-junwei
13th-biran, zonggen
14th-ME and vinesh and deraj
15th-michelle
17th-david
happy belated birthday to all :} I WILL NEVER END UP IN THE DUMPSTER! HA!

these few days have been fun. thanks to those around me who can truly let me forget about things that needs to be forgotten.you know how stress builds up? till you can't take it anymore? yeah. try experiencing that at 8 am in the morning. i swear, i came out crying from the relief. guys, it wasn't the fact that i was the first and nervous or that i screwed, it was because i was so relief. but i really appreciate having friends like this around me at times as such.

and when the lights are out. what were you thinking?
streaks of lights and ghostly apparitions of course ;]



merryn. NOT EDITED!

(taken by jasper)
our lingering presence.

upcoming birthdays-justin!

5.11.2008
well i guess this just showed how little we have come to known each other
every year i experience it once. the feeling of not know what to say to you. i made the card, each year a different style. but then looking back, the contents were all the same.the exact same words. the exact shortness of the message. and i wonder why is that.
and it strikes to me harder this year than any other. because we haven't talked at all. at least not heart-to-heart or without it leading to tears. at least you're out having fun with others now. i'm glad i didn't go, because i wouldn't make a difference. perhaps i would, but it'd only to turn the atmosphere to a surly one.
yet people around us urge me on. 'kiss her kiss her!' but i guess you could sense the disgust from my face of the very thought of kissing you. so you pushed those urgings a side with some senseless reason that i'm not one to display public affection to people. indeed i don't. at least not to you. i don't even think i can find the strength or stomach to show much affection to you.

so now your card lies on the table. waiting for you to return to read it. no direct speeches of 'i love you' or sentimental hugs. because i can't bear to give the card to you personally. because i know my hands will tremble and i would cry. not because i am happy. but because i will not know what to say and because i know i've been a disappointment just as how you've been mine.

somehow i'm glad we don't talk at all. somehow i wish you'd just not love me anymore because your love feels more of a burden to me.

5.03.2008
how many emotions can a person contain within them without it becoming obvious to the rest of the world. like an expandable bottle yet it cracks with every new emotion occupying its limited space.

Red of rosy cheeks
Shoes of pristine white
Hair of black ebony
Under the mystic candlelight
One day off the lovely path
Wandered our little child
Into the arms of dark sinister craft
And of which I would now tell.
They took her in with sugarcoated words
And promises of a faery world
Then led her to the shack no one would search
And round and round the coarse ropes twirl.
Then the glistening metal came
And slashes across her tiny thighs
Each and every single day
She’s forced to write (with her own ink) a thousand single lies.
Thus begin her hew found life
Tied to pillars, dripping crimsons from below the hip
With no place to run and no place to hide
And suddenly the light goes ‘click’
And now her shoes’ a bloody red
Her cheeks are a wanly white
Hair the colour of living dead
Beneath the moment of twilight.


Yours Truly

Pleaseplease

last train home.


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